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Archive for April 2009

Alive, liar.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 30, 2009

No light at the end of the tunnel, I’m sorry, I know you’ve tried. Walked a thousand miles, ran with the wolves, touched a hundred hearts, broke a thousand, You’re alive but very much dead, dead but still breathing, Tell me a secret today, a lie, the truth is beyond you; More than yesterday, less [...]

Nails.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 30, 2009

I think above death a lot. I think about what comes after death a lot more. I think about that loneliness, perhaps. When you’re taken from all your worldly possessions and all your loved ones. Eternal solitary. – or tranquility. I find some desire within me to have that. I keep losing myself these days. [...]

Had enough

Posted by: Adriel on: April 29, 2009

Don’t bother picking those locks, dear one, lay down the shackles, drop the chains, You don’t have to walk away, not alone, The days, the withered flowers, the one; incomplete, let it be.

Mysteries boxed in.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 28, 2009

People say they don’t care. Maybe they’re pretending, maybe they’re too caught up.  Magnetic shifts, changing the polarity of the Earth. Comets colliding with the Earth, they say. Doomsday, judgment day. I don’t know if all that is really going to happen, what I do know is, certainties will change. Certainties. The kind of memories [...]

Have it innocent.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 23, 2009

Take a drive through that one road you used to remember, Watch the leaves sway on branches that never seem to fall; Wish for a wish, dream about a dream, A little bit of intoxication to get you through it all. A man sits and waits by his doorstep, wondering, mind wandering. A woman dashes [...]

Don’t count on it.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 23, 2009

It’s the thought that counts. That comforting thought. The only thing that matters. Doesn’t matter if someone flaunts their this or that in your face, that comforting thought would make it all better. When you’re lying down, head on the curb, by the road and the rich, educated people stroll by with their thousand dollar [...]

Don’t you hate it.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 21, 2009

When you bare your soul to someone and he/she tosses it out the window, just like that. You tell a someone you have difficulty making friends and all you get is laughter, a pat on the back and a  ” Stop kidding. “  Or perhaps you tell someone you have very few friends in school, [...]

Is such a problem.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 20, 2009

Money. I tell myself I’ll write a masterpiece someday. A Hollywood script, an award winning book. Direct world class plays and acclaimed movies. Make millions of dollars. Maybe I will. Maybe I won’t. I try not to think about it that much. It annoys me, how money is always such a problem. It’s not the [...]

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Mascarada llana

Posted by: Adriel on: April 20, 2009

Watch them laugh, watch them smile, all too familiar, Never too late, she’d always say, mother was always right, Cover those bruises and hide the scars, Ignore them, father would tell you every night. Don’t cry child, it was meant to be, your innocence, you were never meant to keep, Forgive & forget, they know [...]

Read me.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 20, 2009

Why don’t you. Suddenly I don’t know anymore. I don’t know if I can write you like I promised. Suddenly I feel the demons within, eating me alive. Maybe this is what happens when you try to grab hold onto perfection. It’s not the fear of loss itself, it’s the process. The slow process of [...]

Hello Teacher, Hello Stranger.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 19, 2009

Here we are again, round and round; Inevitable, this system, this routine, It’s true what they say about us humans, We crave yet we deny, our love for repetition, our lust for routines, plans and all that sort. Back to being drones, here we are again, It’s not that bad, that’s what they say, Oh [...]

Familiar faces

Posted by: Adriel on: April 19, 2009

” They’re.. they’re laughing! What’s there to be happy about? They have no freedom, nothing to look forward to. “ Angela scrutinized the funny looking men in uniforms, walking back and forth, telling tales of before, laughing, merry merry. ” Beats me. “ Sheila shrugs without even looking. The sticks and stones on the ground [...]

In circles.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 16, 2009

When everyone who asked you to stay has left, When dreams that were once shared are now shattered, Not even a subtle goodbye, never again a whisper, When the long nightmares are the ones you look forward to; Little is known, the difference between a sweetheart & a soul mate. Take a breather, diamonds are [...]

With you.

Posted by: Adriel on: April 16, 2009

If you see me, tell me you’re not alone; Run away and keep me waiting, Feed me with your lies and tear us apart, set yourself free, I never wanted to clip your wings, You were never meant to stop flying; He only wanted to know, to feel, perhaps to be able to delude himself, [...]


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