Archive for the ‘Thoughts/ Musings’ Category
Covalent Bonds.
Posted by: Adriel on: July 15, 2010
As he walked away, the question rang in his head again & again, louder each time. What kind of person must he have been that as he walks away from two of his closest friends, from an array of only too few no less, that they remain silent and leave him to be. Beyond that, [...]
People misunderstand me.
Posted by: Adriel on: July 8, 2010
As you’d expect, there is only so much you can, or will do. At some point you simply stop caring. Relevance & conforming in general is like masturbation. A moment of pleasure with nothing gained. Being different is somewhat like being pregnant. All that waiting, suffering, prior judgment, until something beautiful & amazing is spawned. [...]
Cruel.
Posted by: Adriel on: July 5, 2010
Some vegetarians annoy me. I’m not a bigot. Sure, it doesn’t say much when one claims he isn’t one. I emphasize, some. They tell me, their main reason for choosing to be vegetarian, is that they think it’s somewhat, cruel, to animals. Some speak of what is known today as ‘KFC cruelty‘. Telling me about [...]
Certainly.
Posted by: Adriel on: June 26, 2010
I’d like to be alone. They immediately assume you’re sad, depressed. Say what you want, the general idea of people wanting to be left alone will almost always be a sad one. Why is that? I enjoy being alone sometimes, if not most of the time. Left alone to myself & my own thoughts. Sitting [...]
Tracks.
Posted by: Adriel on: June 24, 2010
Like everyone else, I am one of the many who so hopelessly seek, if just a little bit of, constancy in this world of variance. Everything’s shifting, changing so quickly that we feel as if we’re not really living anymore. We’re just aging with time. On a more personal note, I prefer, adore rather, constancy [...]
To which end.
Posted by: Adriel on: June 19, 2010
I’ve been told that I’m mature. That I know more than most. They ask me questions about pretty much any and everything, about love, life, bliss and they expect me to know and to be able to give them the answers they desire. The only difference between me and most others whom they pose these [...]
What lies within.
Posted by: Adriel on: June 12, 2010
She tells me something I’ve never heard, or even though of, before; Pure evil requires no intent or motive. Same goes for altruism I suppose.The theory however is more prominent when used to describe evil, as with most if not all things. She’d been rather quiet these days and it was actually quite a pleasant [...]
Indiscreet.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 30, 2010
Yes. It could be that the cynical and jaded Adriel can sometimes get a little too desperate to find some good left in humanity. Well, I guess that’s why I get a little too emotional sometimes. As much as I am able to distance myself from the trivialities of such, a little belief here and [...]
Talks like he does.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 20, 2010
I need this. It’s the only way I’ll be able to live with myself. Perhaps, by making it so that everyone distances themselves from me, I’m able to fall deeper. Deeper into my head where the treasure lies. I guess it’s like everything else, giving up what you want now for something you’ve wanted for [...]
Dusty snowflakes.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 17, 2010
Water has been used to describe life, for a long time. The deserts and arid plains, death and solitude. And the cities? That which we call society, lawyers & smooth talkers, politicians and snakeskin confidence men, and suddenly it’s all about the rat race. It’s all about going up in the world, getting the most [...]
Frictional.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 16, 2010
As I stood there, trying to get the poker cards back in form so as to put them back in the box they originally came in, I thought about how the faint stench of stale vodka that had somehow found it’s way across the entire bedroom floor always reminded me of how it used to [...]
Count them.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 15, 2010
They say a writer’s biggest vice is complacency, yet without confidence, there would be no writer in question. Usually when I reveal to my peers that I enjoy writing, they immediatly assume that I do a lot of reading. Truth is, I believe, that a writer is always his own best & favourite writer. Perpetually [...]
The weaker ones.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 12, 2010
You keep looking back, as if they’d turn back and come for you. You’re wondering, waiting, hoping that perhaps maybe they’d have a change of mind, change of heart and come back. To come for you sooner than they would have, if only, you wish. A time and place for everything they always say, but [...]
By all means, drive through.
Posted by: Adriel on: May 9, 2010
They say, when you face mental ‘road blocks’ in life, preventing you from going forward, you just.. ‘drive right through them’. And what if your life’s smooth sailing, and you just ‘drive right through’ it all. What if everything’s seemingly ‘perfect’ and you decide to throw it all away, not so much for being altruistic [...]
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Adriel
18/7/1989
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